The Awakening Lyrics - Hope For The Dying

I am wasting away 

The desires of my mind left 

A shameful path walked by a man 

Surely unworthy of grace 

And I have no one to blame 

And no one to take the pain away 

Ive had my life 

Hit the bottom multiple times before my eyes 

So Im left wasting away, wasting away 

But Im supposed to believe 

That I can be saved 

When the life Ive lead is so despicable 

Can I push the limits, be accepted for the things that Ive done 

Behind Closed Doors 

For Ive lived a life that Im ashamed of 

Will I be forgiven, or abandoned for the secrets I keep 

Behind Closed Doors 

Never had I imagined Id seek forgiveness 

And be accepted 

Like I had never committed these sins 

As I lay filthy, disgusted at my own reflection 

I slowly I wonder if Ill ever end this suffering 

So I bide my time 

And I lie awake at night 

Then I close my eyes 

And wonder if Ill ever wake up 

Its been too long now 

Since I could believe 

In places for people like me 

To have their sins washed clean 

Its been too long 

Since I believed 

Can I be clean 

Its been too long