Marcus' Gospel Lyrics - Hopsin

I done lost myself again 

I done lost myself in sin 

I've been burned by selfish men 

I've been died, but held it in 

I do not want hell to win 

Life's cold, I done felt the wind 

Could it be any clearer, when I look in the mirror 

I just see a jackass with a tail to pin 

Me and my family ain't close 

So I got some fame and went ghost 

I am not painting a hoax 

You can hear the pain in my flows 

They say that life has it's ups and downs 

But why do I stay in the lows 

I don't like Marcus, I don't like Hopsin 

I am ashamed of them both 

You see all that I have is my money 

I had no idea that this was coming 

I fell into the stereotype of a rapper 

I'm how they package a dummy 

This is my reality I embrace 

I look back and I can see my mistakes 

I just wish that I could rewind the days 

I honestly don't want to be out of place 

I guess we gotta face all these issues like this as a human sometimes 

Yes, I am losing my mind 

If you all come to that conclusion, it's fine 

Don't ignore all of the proof and the signs 

I made my bed, I'ma lay in it 

The thought is as soothing as wine 

Now all need is a suit and a tie 

I tried 

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In my lowest times 

I have failed to see 

Sunny days are waiting 

I'm in need of some company 

God, please, help, this, pain 

'Cause I don't wanna ever see 

This lonely road again 

(This lonely road again) 

Take it away 

I want the peace, I want the happiness 

I took a blindfolded shot, it was accurate 

But in my heart I know I never asked for this 

See this life I'm in it seem miraculous 

Who knew I'd break a few bones when I tackled it 

It's been years and I still can't adapt to it 

I cannot predict what my next chapter is 

There's a hearse speeding fast in the ashes and 

I feel like I lay flat in the back of it 

There's no love in my eyes, so look up in the sky 

Bring me back like you did Lazarus 

I can hear the devil whispering, "come play" 

Injecting me softly with numb pain 

My fingers are covered in blood stains 

It's torturing I see in my son's aid 

But one day, that will all change 

When the fog strays, it's a lost page 

That had blown away into the hallways 

In the land where the wild dogs play 

When you're confined into a small space 

You will know that that's enough to cause rage 

I'm a kick until the fucking walls break 

I don't know what made me walk straight into this fire 

My soul is burning quick 

I've been told this isn't permanent 

Growing up my father made a lot of mistakes 

I do not know why I didn't learn from his 

Can you direct me to where the furnace is? 

I need to do away with pain that's lurking in 

Maybe figure out what my new purpose is 

All these bad vibes are so discouraging 

In my lowest times 

I have failed to see 

Sunny days are waiting 

I'm in need of some company 

God, please, help. this, pain 

'Cause I don't wanna ever see 

This lonely road again 

(This lonely road again) 

In my lowest times 

I have failed to see 

Sunny days are waiting 

I'm in need of some company 

God, please, help. this, pain 

'Cause I don't wanna ever see 

This lonely road again 

(This lonely road again)