Depersonalisation Lyrics - Singles - Illdisposed

There's no door in these cold walls 

surrounded by the infinite 

My card is reading cardiac 

my thoughts won't seem to comprehend 

Why? The lost sentence, in varieties of religious experience 

The truth: a direful legacy, has driven me to my knees 

I'm hurt 

Pschiatric disbelieve, "good luck when you're panoplied" 

A force divided by slavery, a senseless futility 

A must to see the unholy state, in which I was held for a while 

A study in grief taking over my mind, as I declared my soul to behind 

Just longing for the first day, to say, I'm back this time I'm here to stay 

Can't you see the one aspect, that makes my gift to innocence 

The metaphysics were caressed, by every bit of air I breathed 

In lustfulness 

I've lost, a loser without a name, must be my contribute 

Your trust, the effort of ficticiousness, my grief is compelling me 

The sign, the sign is for all to see, I know what to do with thee 

Waverer, to bewail, led defeats 

Engrossing my fate, my heart's decadence, capitulation 

Time to intrude, to declare the fate, an angel will fall 

My aspiration, you beg, the iteration, imbibes, as only you can 

I've tried, to leave this fucking hell