Animosity / Dear Xodi Lyrics - James Blake

I've been working off the ave all week 

I ain't tryna hear a melody 

Talking whatever you have on me 

You don't wanna see my salary 

What do you love? 

All you dream is my reality 

Don't be tripping, don't be mad at me 

I been living out a bag all week 

Bitch, follow suit 

You don't think I do but I know you 

I ain't thinking about her or you 

I been thinking about her on you 

Like 1 on 2 

Who do you love? 

Call me daddy while I cum on you 

I think I'ma make you cum for me 

I've been feeling kinda numb all week 

But I'll fuck you right 

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I've been tryna get it all 

How come you don't ever talk? 

Why am I the only one who calls? 

How come you don't get involved? 

Oh Lord 

I've been going through some (shit) 

I try not to cry at all 

But I can't lie, I kinda bawl 

Smoking some ... 

Smoking something for the 4 

Alcohol ain't it at all 

Popping up that PM 

I ain't talking tylenol 

Oh God 

I've been going through withdrawals 

Dreaming that one day I ball 

Dreaming that one day I ball 

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I've got so much animosity in my heart 

I've got so much animosity in my heart 

In my, yeah: Dear Xodi 

It's 2am and my minds gone 

Tryna figure out what I'm on 

Open bottle pouring that I could die on 

Drowning out the sound of my Lion 

All the nights of hearing him cry long 

Even I'm in need of a shoulder to cry on 

But I gotta act like I'm strong 

Alone tryna figure how Ima buy some 

Fucking diapers for my son 

When I don't even know how I'ma keep the lights on 

I swear like 

Shit was all good couple years ago 

High rides in the city slow 

High lives, something spiritual 

22 on my hip for any nigga that's 

Plotting to come and get me though 

And you 

Having trouble staying consistent 

Knowing we were built for commitment 

But honestly, I'm so used to everybody that isn't 

That I don't know how to be it myself anymore, I'm tripping 

Shit, I need some guidance 

And you might look at me different 

I know this ain't what we envisioned 

I just wonder if you see me fighting 

Cause I remember just starting, When me and Mary just parted 

And shit it might've been nothing to few 

Cause there were so many flaws and I still don't know what you saw in me or 

How I got so lucky with you 

But at that point there was nothing to lose 

Im still fucking with you 

I swear after dealing with flaky niggas 

Like Joel, CL, and YG 

Relations wearing thinner than Rose, Neelam, Ali 

Its getting harder to trust the people I see 

They think it's harder on them, it's tougher for me 

But don't ever stop putting on for the boy 

Some people pray for my fall 

Those things I choose to ignore 

In fact, I'm starting to think I was better off before 

You and I against the world 

Forever yours 

OD nigga for real 

It's red to me 

Cause I don't know any different that you're proud of me 

It's red to me 

And I don't know any different that you're proud of me 

(That you're proud of me)