Didn't Really Die Lyrics - Jandek

And now I don't know if what I did 

Was wrong or right 

I believe you and I don't 

But I believe you 

One of those other men he said 

It was very good 

So I got second thoughts 

I wanna die this way 

So I can live another day 

With you 

So I didn't really die 

I just killed myself anyway 

You can see 

So you see this is my second thoughts 

I'm sending away 

Best way I can 

It's the best way I can 

You know why, do you know why