Joe Budden Lyrics - Joe Budden

Nothing stays the same forever.....not even me 

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[Joe Budden - Verse 1] 

Something must've changed me, n-ggas might defame me 

But things that used to taint me, no longer seem to restrain me 

Strangely I'm no longer sad man or angry 

Shame-ably it pains me, feeling like this just ain't me 

Mainly what do I tell all the people that thanked me 

Mainly those who ordain me, aside from can you blame me 

Motivation they was supplying me no longer providing me 

Jason Williams something killed whatever was driving me 

Worrying less about the past more about the now 

Less about what I'm going though more about the how 

It's for certain it's been 30 years being fit for hurting 

Now I'm a different person with nohing to overcome in the mist of burdens 

For certain, got 6 figures in my sock drawer 

And honestly this year I expect to make a lot more 

It's hard to live without a budget when life is corrupted 

In a house thats so peaceful that I'm trying to disrupt it 

Scream f**k it not because I have to but because I love it 

Which makes me as fake as the puppets that I speak of disgusted 

Without a paddle up sh-t's creek 

Dig deep and see it ain't life it's just me 

So be warned as I'm putting on like I'm deformed 

Only so y'all can accept it as being my norm 

Maybe I quit working on me, maybe I given up 

Maybe I been lying to myself maybe I give a f-ck. 

[Chorus] 

It's enough to make you black out, pull a mac out 

Aim it at the sky while I'm running from a black cloud 

Every day we playin cat and mouse as I watch it hoverin over my glass house 

It's enough to make you spazz out, pull a mac out 

Aim it at the sky while I'm running from a black cloud 

Tired enough for me to pass out, tired of running from the black cloud.