Ordinary Love Shit Pt. 3 Lyrics - Joe Budden

I finally found a passion I lacked before 

I cant believe I didn't catch you under the act before 

I mean I voiced my complaints. That went ignored 

A few things you felt that you was too attractive for 

Cuz everythin out your mouth said that you aint wanna hurt 

Lead a lifestyle we lived..but you aint wanna work 

So I'd sit you down and say its gettin outta hand 

While you shoot down every idea, busy worried about a brand 

When ya baby dad said all that shit that was trife 

How you was married, requestin dick pics from Lyfe 

Though it all seems Shady, maybe I was crazy 

I ignored my gut feelin, nah not my baby 

Accusin' me, but pretendin' yourself 

I couldn't catch it, too busy defendin' myself 

Or was I wrong not seein' a life without you 

Or takin' everythin' that you said to face value 

When you packed up and left dude, I was so glad 

Should of questioned how you easily became a nomad 

If I could do it all again, it wouldn't of happened so fast 

And it burns with every line jotted in this note pad 

Cuz at first you resembled my twin 

Fast forward, you gave me identical twins 

But then you lost it, honestly that merked my soul 

Cuz tho we weren't tryna have one, we got off the birth control 

And we was right back at it, fuckin like addicts 

While you was disruptin' what was seemin like a marriage 

You never got embarrassed, interrogatin' me but that was just Yaris 

Yeah we beefin' I dragged you off the bed 

I swear to this day I re-enacted in my head 

So I held you up, wasn't what I aimed to do 

I aint attack you, Bitch I was restrainin' you! 

But you was wifey, though I understand it was not a game 

Could you imagine my surprise when the cops came 

Handcuffed me..you pressed charges 

But I made bail its just heartless 

You cant smash my laptop on the wall 

And then think I wasn't gonna react, scratch that 

Man you cant call my mom like can I crash at your spot, whaddup 

When I'm her son and you just locked me up 

But wait..this is where it really gets deep 

Judge said she gets control of the house for a week 

Filed a restrainin order so she couldn't come near me 

The fuck else I do but go right back to Tahiry 

I'm sleepin on her couch, not discussin shit 

Starign at the fattest ass not fuckin it 

I guess despite everythin that she showed me 

It felt good to be around a broad that really knows me 

I missed all the arguing and yappin' 

Percocet and muscle relaxers in a napkin 

Cant believe that it happened 

I lost my unborn daughter when we fought 

I'm thinkin I killed Aspen! 

And that's when I thought that we'd be dead awhile 

But we decided to reconcile 

Im so hungover from love and what not 

How could you not expect us to take another shot 

But durin' all this time we dont live together 

Stupid me thought that you would go get your shit together 

You know..get a job or if acting's your career 

Seems you've persued the shit for a year from right here 

And it appears, along with all the yellin' and the screamin' 

We both at the table, but my side is leaning 

But rather than end it, we tried to mend it 

Fuck bein a couple, lets work on friendship 

But then it got weird, I was stunned from that 

You took it to a place where there was no coming back 

Off my last break up, I was able to stomach that 

2 weeks removed and you fuckin with a running back 

Life is in shambles, disguised as a damsel 

Lies are a handful 

bouncin' offa different guys lookin scrambled 

Despised how it was handled 

But when you aint got a dime, why not decide to gamble 

Said you'd be in L.A doing business 

I'm thinkin that's great, I cant fault her 

Said that you would be with Jennifer the whole time 

But you probably didn't think that I would call her 

She said she ain't seen you since you landed 

And for days she been blowin up your phone like a stalker 

And all I could do is laugh at myself 

As I thought, why is ol'girl suckin up Derrick Ward for? 

Said we was makin it right, but you couldn't! 

On the phone, I said skype, but you wouldn't! 

The puzzle starts comin together and its brutal 

Won't skype, g-mail chat, wont oovoo 

The whole time I'm noticing you acting unusual 

And I cant figure out who the fuck your being true to 

Said the Wifi was down in the tele 

But you aint say that you was at hotel his house! 

Lookin like a groupie 

Or maybe I misunderstood when you said yall 2 was makin a movie 

Lookin at the shit pile I stepped in again 

And to top it off your hoe ass is pregnant again? Not again! 

I been through the world so I suck it up 

Its less about the lie more about the cover up's 

So you busted, but your adding to the friction 

Cuz you deny it all but you do it with conviction 

So you talkin to me real disparaging, so what attitude 

Coming off arrogant 

If I wanted a trophy wife, then you could be 

But all it looks like is that you rentin out pussy 

Less about you, nah you aint the one 

You grown, you got choices, I'm worried about your son 

That's what got me up being an insomniac 

Lil nigga cant control how his mommy act 

As for me, I'm tryna flush you out my system 

So I counter by filmin all my sexual encounters 

Mentally not there while I'm screwin 

And I only keep going cuz thats what your doing 

I'm tryna see, hows it done, hows it possible 

Enough 2 put a weak nigga in the hospital 

Starin at one ex, talkin about another 

But this one would kill if it meant I wouldnt suffer 

But she takin lil shots, Im getting ridiculed 

Cuz all she complained about, I went and did with you 

Said she knew it wouldn't last when I lived with you 

She's not ya type, she aint got the right hips for you 

So you try and take somethin for pain, it dont work 

You still feelin all the novocaine dont work 

Nope so we good, I dont let it get me down 

Not a pussy that good, not a titty that round 

For anything to work, yall trust is a must 

And I learned, gotta let a Mutt be with a Mutt 

So I dead that bitch and tho the shit's been over 

Some situations dont end without Closure