Appointments Lyrics - Julien Baker

I'm staying in tonight 

I won't stop you from leaving 

I know that I'm not what you wanted, am I? 

Wanted someone who I used to be like 

Now you think I'm not trying 

Well, don't argue, it's not worth the effort to lie 

You don't want to bring it up 

And I already know how we look 

You don't have to remind me so much 

How I disappoint you 

It's just that I talked to somebody again 

Who knows how to help me get better 

Until then I should just try not to miss anymore 

Appointments 

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Ooh ooh ooh ooh 

Ooh ooh ooh 

I think if I ruin this 

That I know I can live with it 

Nothing turns out like I pictured it 

Maybe the emptiness is just a lesson in canvases 

I think if I fail again 

That I know you're still listening 

Maybe it's all gonna turn out alright 

And I know that it's not, but I have to believe that it is 

I have to believe that it is 

I have to believe that it is 

(I have to believe it) 

I have to believe that it is 

(Probably not, but I have to believe that it is) 

And when I tell you that you that it is 

Oh, it's not for my benefit 

Maybe it's all gonna turn out alright 

Oh, I know that it's not, but I have to believe that it is