Funeral Pyre Lyrics - Singles - Julien Baker

I wake up with the same pain every night, 

Digging in ashes and out of sight. 

Clearing my chest for something to burn, 

Ash from a decorative urn you keep in your mantle piece 

Like a trophy for everything. 

We learn eventually. 

Call me a coward but I'm too scared to leave 

'cause I want you to be the last thing I see 

Call me a coward but I'm too scared to leave 

Watched you pouring lighter fluid out onto the leaves 

And I would have loved you with the dying fire 

If I let you smother me now, to the embers 

Frost bite turning my limbs as black as cinders, a funeral pyre 

But I would have stayed, if you had asked me to 

Stood outside until my lips turned blue 

I wouldn't have blamed you 

For leaving me there on the porch 

While you drink gasoline 

Because its what you needed so bad 

But its true. 

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There's nothing that we could do.