A Life Wasted Part 1 Lyrics - Kaleidoreal

I don't even think anymore 

It's with me in my dreams, I do it in my sleep 

Can't recall what I was like before 

Been with me all my life, and though I've felt so many times I'm in too deep 

I do nothing 

I say nothing 

I don't want to run anymore 

I don't want to care about who and what they see 

I wish I had an open door 

That I'd pass through tonight, and in a cleansing light 

I would just be me and truth would set me free 

I see a boy, eight years old 

He will believe almost any lie he's told 

A seed was planted on that day 

And ever since it has been growing, twisting, turning, stinging, burning, cutting deeper all the time, growing stronger, intertwines, with my sense of what is real, how I think and what I feel, how many years can this go on? I feel I'm turning to stone 

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What a dark day it was 

And all because what one kid said to another 

What a cruel attack, now it's still on my back and to what extent does it matter? 

Did I change? Or maybe the world did.. 

In here no one can find me 

The searching lights won't reach me here 

Up there the truth abides there 

All exposed and won't disappear 

Once I nearly made it 

To end this dumb charade I was so close 

But well on top, I just froze 

I stood up there a year or two 

It felt so good and still I knew 

I was sliding down 

God I was sliding down 

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Here come the fools, losers on parade 

Know what they've done, watch them squirm watch them crawl in shame 

Take a good look at what your good God made 

All broken men they're in pain and they're afraid 

Here are the lowest of the low 

Get in, get down and find your place the one we know 

You've come to see the best of Me 

My speciality, the place to be 

Here are the lowest of the low 

Get in, get down and find your place the one we know 

It's you and me we're both to blame 

In the parade of guilt and shame 

Are you afraid to speak your mind? 

Afraid you'll get pushed down, beaten, left on the outside 

Afraid they do not like your kind? 

And you'll get laughed at, messed up, is that why you run and hide? 

Is this fear in control of your life? 

You are not alone, you'll be fine 

Jenny's made it alright 

She's alive today 

And Johnny got his share of trouble 

Kicked through the mud and the rubble 

1)And so you are here to stay, I am with you every step of the way 

2)And now you are here today, but I'm with you every step I'm the way 

Are you afraid of what they'd do? 

Is it enough to change your mind 'bout what you know is true 

What are the secrets that you keep? 

Let go just one step at a time before you take the leap 

Don't let them push you to the ground 

No let the truth inside be found 

And all that fear will melt away and no one can touch you 

Get up again and turn the cheek 

'Cause love is strong, their hate is weak 

The you that's waiting 'hind the wall will make it alright too 

Jenny's made it...