Lose A Number Lyrics - Kelley James

I watched TV til the sun rose 

Fell asleep in the same clothes 

Woke up alone, picked up the phone 

And called the one I said Id never call again 

I need to lose a number 

Someone take my phone away 

It starts with a little tiny trigger, that sparks an even bigger 

Memory that rushes over my body, blood begins to simmer 

My heart beats a little faster, cuz Ive been hurt 

And now the feelings coming back, and Im looking around 

Nobody notices now, dont let this happen again 

How can I be so weak and, hold the phone like Ive done before 

And know everything Im doing is wrong 

It gets so bad sometimes, especially after late nights 

A little drink, feels like Im doing alright 

Then it hits me, grips me quickly 

Takes me to that dark place I know, but now I gotta know 

Just a little more, thinking answers will alleviate the paranoia 

I hold the phone like Ive done before 

Still everything Im doing is wrong