I Wonder Lyrics - Singles - King Geedorah

That's right I got problems and personal issues 

Stories that'll make ya, eyes tear and wet tissue 

It's true, I'm Madd like the Rapper 

I'm so upset I gotta put it up in my rap before I snapper 

After the things I've seen from Atlanta to Queens 

To the mean streets of Brooklyn when I was a teen 

Back and forth to the Islands, scream when I left 

But adapted, and still my dreams haven't left 

I only hung with the crack kids we not the best 

Me and the ruffest ruffnecks went chest to chest 

Now my best friend's locked up north I won't rest 

'Til I let him live his dream threw me and I confess 

That even though both our hearts was dark his was darker 

Best believe when shit got spark he was the sparker 

And when the block got hot he was the fire starter 

And if I had beef my nigga Roger was a martyr 

I wonder, how certain people come in my life 

I wonder, why'd I get in so many fights 

I wonder, why sometimes things just don't go right 

Why I gotta live this life, hey hey 

I wonder, how certain people come in my life 

I wonder, why'd I get in so many fights 

I wonder 

Why I gotta live this life, hey hey 

Yo, you one of the most important people in my life 

They called you Dice but I called you cousin 

We was buggin' 'cause I figured that we both had something in common 

You loved to chat reggae music and I loved rhymin' 

But still they ain't call you Dice for nuttin' 

I seen you shoot with the wiliest cats and leave them with nothing 

Somethin' must have pleased that bluffer in you 

To make you wanna take dough from those tougher than you 

Threw out school we made money together 

When you was on the floor shootin', I was the side better 

And yo we cleaned out them cats and took the scraps 

But you wasn't a ruff cat and cats knew that 

I knew eventually them thugs would try to hurt you 

If I was there, I'd never let nobody hurt you, it's hurtful 

I knew they wouldn't let you take the money and run 

That's why I shoulda came when you told me to come 

I wonder, how certain people come in my life 

I wonder, why'd I get in so many fights 

I wonder 

Why I gotta live this life, hey hey 

I wonder, how certain things don't go right 

I wonder, why'd I get in so many fights 

I wonder 

Why I gotta live this life, hey hey 

Yo, it was June sixth '96, graduation night 

Made it threw the school swish shootin' dice gettin' in fights 

I even sparked a riot, 'til the school got quiet 

And dismiss just got tired of usin' my fists 

We had some shit like knife pipes bottles and sticks 

Can't forget them 380's, nine's and 22's 

Best believe, many dudes was paid in my crew 

We made a name for ourselves boy I've seen some drama 

Seems my momma never dreamed she'd go threw so much trauma 

Comma, pause you ask about cops and laws 

Well that shit don't exist when you black and poor 

So we broke 'em, but at that night my heart got broken 

Choken on the weed smoke drinkin' rum and gettin' open 

Not to mention, never a big drinker I'm a thinker 

But I'm thinkin' hey dis my night, pass me more liquor 

Fight breaks out, I'm just too nice to get in it 

But my brother got stabbed and I missed it 

Word up, its crazy 

Why I gotta live this life, hey hey 

(Wonder) 

I wonder, why sometimes things just don't go right 

I wonder, why certain people come in my life 

I wonder, yeah 

Why I gotta live this life, hey hey 

I wonder, why sometimes things just don't go right 

I wonder, why'd I get in so many fights 

I wonder 

Hey, why I gotta live this life, hey hey 

I wonder, why sometimes things just don't go right 

I wonder, why I gotta live this life 

I wonder 

Why I gotta live this life, ay ay uh ay 

That's right 

Your life