The Pain Lyrics - Singles - Knowmads

I saw my doctor today. I told him 

I've been drinking out the bottle 

Smoking Mary Jane 

Took a couple pills, I can feel them in my veins 

There's nothing that dope about doing cocaine 

And all I ever wanted was to feel no pain (2x) 

I envision there's a god who watches over man 

Who know our every though and even talks about a plan 

Then divides the planet up into different types of man 

Ones who own the fields and others who just work the land 

They say Adam fuck Evil and procreated kids 

The same types of evils I'm associated with 

Seen a friend turn a fiend, now the fiend don't exist 

And the keepers got us mesmerized to see it like we're rich 

Society's demented; I'm looking for a mentor 

People disappoint me every day, I thought you meant more 

Used to dream of heaven, now there's too much to repent for 

Fuck Clear Channel cause in inhuman to censor. 

Eleven years old, my best friend got jumped 

Those bastards pulled out a knife, I stood there like a chump 

And way before that the biggest kid snatched my lunch 

So on my 21st I'm gon cop me a gun 

I used to be the nice kid, now look at what you've done 

I'll burn your face off just by spitting with my tongue 

Childish ambitions took me higher than the sun 

When you read the book you'll understand why I'm the one 

It's all about the cash man, it's all about that money 

When Baby kissed Wayne, that shit was hella funny 

I'm rolling up a philly because Philly's always sunny 

I'll even make million spitting while I'm looking bummy 

Either way, fuck my life, and that bitch will keep cumin. 

Spit it like the water, when I'm on you'll see I'm running 

Bout to blow up like the bomb on the hundreds 

Blew life out of death like an ordinary fungus 

Now I'm drinking out the bottle 

Smoking Mary Jane 

Took a couple pills, I can feel it in my veins 

There's nothing that dope about doing cocaine 

And all I ever wanted was to feel no pain 

This music is a drug, you can't just listen once 

One track might get you up but shit that still isn't enough 

Cause once it's in your blood and pumping through your veins 

You go from like to love as what you know goes up in flames 

Quickly go from cutting class straight into cutting 

cain 

Heaven's the winners bracket and life is just a game 

I roll the dice every day when I hit the chronic 

But if it's in the a.m nothing gets accomplished 

Keep telling myself that I'm changing but it isn't honest 

Even at night I'm solving problems with this gin and tonic 

If you got fizzle, pop it 

Might as well live it up 

Picking apart excuses, but usually I don't give a fuck 

I'm feeling young and drunk 

So pass the XO 

This music is a drug, and we got the best blow 

But once it's all gone, you gotta get more 

It's tough to hold on, harder to let go