How It Would Be Lyrics - The Best Of Life Of Agony - Life Of Agony

I wonder how it would be if my mother was still around 

The type of talk 

The relationships we could have had 

The three of us 

Me, you, and dad 

My mouth went dry 

My stomach felt queasy too 

So empty and scared 

It's all because of you 

A dead body that turned out not to be dead 

No one understands 

Wish I really knew what happened to my mom 

Because my family 

They told me nothing but lies 

They figured if they just told me the truth 

I'd break down and cry 

Feel betrayed and hurt 

Profoundly insecure 

Want to know ten times on Heaven's door 

Still suffering from old emotional wounds 

I was getting worse 

Can't depend on them and their lies 

Why did she leave? 

How did she die? 

And when it gets colder outside 

I'll be back next year 

With that feeling to make me cry 

Wanna go visit her grave 

Because it's been such a long, long time 

Want to pick a peach rose 

and rest it on its side 

Say a prayer even though I don't believe 

And say goodbye 

Don't get me wrong 

I have a mind to keep me strong 

But there's this feeling of not knowing what went wrong 

And how she's dead and gone 

Don't think anyone thinks 

Of you as much as I do