Eighteen Lyrics - Limp

I had that same dream again 

Dreamed I was an old man dyin' and tryin' to repent 

Facing consequences and all the shit, I've put up with 

Now I've run out of steam, a broken backed nostalgia 

No chance left to redeem, I'm longing for my heyday 

Give me a chance to live again 

If only I were eighteen again 

I wouldn't spend all my time tryin' to remember 

When was I that much happier then? 

If only I were eighteen again 

And now I'm older it seems 

Atleast while I sleep deep within my anxiety dreams 

I comb my hair on over, put my teeth in and give a grin 

Recollect and reflect 

A love's lost, too much cost, my conscience full of regret 

If I wake up, I hope this better be a better day 

If only I were eighteen again 

I wouldn't spend all my time tryin' to remember 

When was I that much happier then? 

If only I were eighteen again 

The real truth of youth is innocence 

Is a blessed and a cursed simulcast 

The simple fact is that I'm sick of every song 

That dwells on the past but still I go on writing 

How long can my discontentment last? 

When I woke from my dream 

Reality kicks in and I grinned, just wonderin' what it means 

The whole world screams, grow up 

And I know I can, but I don't know when 

If I were eighteen again 

I wouldn't spend all my time tryin' to remember 

Tryin' to remember, tryin' to remember 

When was I that much happier then? 

If only I were eighteen again