Letter To My Fans Lyrics - Est 4 Life ? - Machine Gun Kelly

Kells, to my fans 

Hold me down mofucka 

And that's all I say 

When that crowd leave would you stay for me? 

And if I don't become what they thought I was 

In the time I should and my hype dies, would you wait for me? 

Or be ashamed of me if I chose to bow out gracefully 

Cause I know if I don't wanna lose myself 

Then Hollywood ain't no place for me 

What if I told you I ain't quit 

And these drugs still is my rivals 

Would you regret the fact that you sobered up 

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And had more heart than your idol 

Or accept the fact that I'm just human, borderline suicidal 

And is it blasphemous that these 2 fingers mean more to me than my bible? 

Lord help cause I'm cause I'm hell bound 

With the weight of the world I'm held down 

Feels like I'm in hell now, maybe that's why I'm havin' this meltdown 

Maybe that's why I hate fame, maybe that's why these J's lit 

Cause I speak the real and get critisize 

So I inhale and don't say shit 

And I wake up, to the same shit 

Photos 

Cameras on with their hands out 

And that fake smile that I hate now 

Cause they're the one say I sold out 

They're the one that will break out when I needed food for my daughter 

And I'm the one who can't grow up so these fans will 'place my father 

And these girls will 'place my momma, they give me love, I don't take it 

Cause fuck love, these fucking hugs weren't around before I made it 

And since I don't have no family EST is all that I got 

Either drop me now or you die for life 

Man it's EST or it's not 

This shit ain't right (uh) 

Cause we never dead wrong or it's my fault (my fault) 

This is my life (my life) 

Now tell me are you gon' ride 'till the wheels fall off? 

'Till the nightmares done 

'Till the grey hairs come 

'Till the friendship dissapear that we've had since day one 

I said this is my life 

So tell me are you gon' ride 'till the wheels fall off? 

What if this is our climax? 

What if everything peaks here? 

What if we never get big and these days 

add on like leap year? 

What if you were in my shoes? 

Do you think you can fit 'em? 

Or would put that gun to your fuckin' head 

And regret the fact that you in 'em 

Cause this ain't living, this shit prison 

Whatever you see in videos, this isn't 

Whatever I thought I knew, shit I didn't 

Dealing with the consequences of my decision 

Straight to the life of a lonely child 

That couldn't find anyone to get through 

For a life that's filled with cameras 

Critisize everytime that I move 

For the love I got for my fans 

And the loyalty for my man's 

Equaled out to the shows we dreamed of 

With them bodies pack to those stands 

And I did what they say I can't 

So I'm living proof that you can 

Go be great, chase your dream 

We only got one life and one chance