Back To Myself Lyrics - Singles - Malina

Nothing to recall 

What if I just cannot give a name 

To what I think there is to blame 

I'm only 

freezing it out 

Castaway too 

numb to feel 

Hail or silk or burning steel 

I'm wounded by wars 

I never really fought 

Danny says it happens 

but I would rather say 

I'm deserving my time 

to breathe and scream it out 

And how would anyone expect me 

here to shout 

"I'm glad myself is back" 

I long to cry out loud 

I've been outside myself 

and frosting in your doubts 

But I won't trail along with... 

Lithium as I wake up 

Coffee to anaesthetize my shame 

Doctors make it harder, 

I'd only smoke it away 

How can I throw it all to waist, 

that bitter taste 

And now it's my turn 

to spread it all about 

You thought you'd get away 

with all your lies so proud? 

But I won't trail along 

It's time to breathe and scream it out 

I've been outside myself 

and frosting in your doubts 

But the ice is gonna crack.