Return To Self-loathing Lyrics - Mest

Sick of the way I am feeling 

Waking up, watching myself slipping 

Should I just take out my eyes? 

No longer want them for this life 

Acting strong only on the outside 

Hiding shame and pain on the inside 

I've tried to block my mind of this 

And pretend that this doesn't exist 

Losing my mind once again 

Stranding my thoughts 

(No matter what I said) 

Sleepless nights staring at the ceiling 

Sanity running on empty 

Try to block my mind of this 

And pretend it doesn't exist 

Losing my mind once again 

Stranding my thoughts 

(No matter what I said) 

Taken for granted again 

Stranding my thoughts 

No matter what I said 

Torn inside broken mind 

Torn on the inside 

Broken mind, torn inside 

Torn on the inside 

Torn on the inside 

(Torn on the inside) 

Constantly reminded 

Losing my mind again 

Stranding my thoughts 

No matter what I said 

Losing my mind once again 

Stranding my thoughts 

No matter what I said 

Losing my mind 

Stranding my thoughts 

No matter what I said