Lets Get Fucked Up And Die Lyrics - Motion City Soundtrack

Let's get fucked up and die 

I'm speaking figuratively, of course 

Like the last time that I committed suicide 

Social suicide 

Yeah so I'm already dead on the inside 

But I can still pretend 

With my memories and photographs 

I've learned to love the lie 

I wanna know what it's like to be 

Awkward and innocent, not belligerent 

I wanna know how it feels to be 

Useful and pertinent and have common sense, yeah 

Let me in, let me in to the club 

'Cause I wanna belong and I need to get strong 

And if memory serves 

I'm addicted to words and they're useless 

In this department 

Let's get fucked up and die 

I'm riding hard on the last lines of every lie 

And the BMX bike of my life is about to explode 

I'm about to explode 

I'm a mess, I'm a wreck 

I am perfect and I have learned to accept 

All my problems and short comings 

'Cause I am so visceral yet deeply inept 

I want to thank you for being a part 

Of my forget me nots and Marigolds 

And all the things that don't get old 

Is it legal to do this? I surely don't know 

It's the only way I have learned to express myself 

Through other peoples descriptions of life 

I'm afraid I'm alone and entirely useless 

In this department 

Let's get fucked up and die 

For the last time with feeling we'll try not to smile 

As we cover our heads and drink heavily into the night 

That's no shock and surprise 

I believe that I can 

Overcome this and beat everything in the end 

But I choose to abuse for the time being 

Maybe I'll win but for now I've decided to die 

Sister Soldier you've been 

Such a positive influence on my mental frame 

If I could ever repay you I would but I'm hard up for cash 

And my memory lacks initiative 

Goddamn the liquor store's closed 

We're so close to scoring 

It hurts, it destroys, 'til it kills 

I am tired and hungry and totally useless 

In this department