Lgfuad Lyrics - Motion City Soundtrack

Let's get fucked up and die 

I'm speaking figuratively, of course 

Like the last time that I committed suicide 

Social suicide 

Yeah, so I'm already dead 

On the inside but I can still pretend 

With my memories and photographs 

I've learned to love the lie 

I wanna know what it's like to be awkward 

And innocent, not belligerent 

I wanna know how it feels to be useful 

And pertinent and have common sense, yeah 

Let me in, let me into the club 

'Cause I wanna belong 

And I need to get strong and if memory serves 

I'm addicted to words and they're useless 

In this department 

Let's get fucked up and die 

I'm riding hard on the last legs of every lie 

And the BMX bike of my life is about to explode 

I'm about to explode 

I'm a mess, I'm a wreck 

I am perfect and I have learned to accept 

All my problems and short comings 

'Cause I am so visceral, yet deeply inept 

I want to thank you for being a part of my 

Forget-me-nots and marigolds 

And all the things that don't get old 

Is it legal to do this? I surely don't know 

It's the only way I have learned 

To express myself 

Through other peoples' descriptions of life 

I'm afraid I'm alone and entirely useless 

In this department 

Let's get fucked up and die 

For the last time with feeling, we'll try not to smile 

As we cover our heads and drink heavily 

Into the night, that's no shocking surprise 

I believe that I can 

Overcome this and beat everything in the end 

But I choose to abuse for the time being 

Maybe I'll win but for now I've decided to die 

Sister soldier, you've been such 

A positive influence on my mental frame 

If I could ever repay you, I would 

But I'm hard up for cash and my memory lacks initiative 

Goddamn, the liquor store's closed 

We were so close to scoring 

It hurts, it destroys 'til it kills 

I am tired and hungry and totally useless 

In this department