Sanctuary Lyrics - My Ruin

Dishonest, you came with your first kiss 

Blue eyes sold me all your heavenly presence 

Something was suffocating me and I couldn't breathe 

Had no idea that you would ever deceive 

I tried to believe all the things that you taught me 

Christ like images of truth, they straight got me 

Now watch me drown in sadness 

My lungs gasp for air as I let you stab this heart 

And rip apart wounds that exist 

Deeper and darker than any words I could spit 

All is shit and it will never be well 

Because the fires that burn are my never ending hell 

Is this what you call God? 

Your faith is lost 

Is this what you call God? 

Get off your cross 

Get off 

Bridges connect for necessity 

Lifelines scar my hands like the rest of me 

Asked me to trust you and yes, I tried to 

Constant apologies caused me to lie too 

Tried to medicate my hate with your magic 

How could something so sweet end up so tragic? 

Resurrect me from this abyss 

In death, every body function fails to exist 

False commitments, tongues twisted with religion 

A heart shaped rock of the same size incision 

Obsolete with no relief or release 

Just insomnia filled nights of never ending sleep 

Is this what you call God? 

Your faith is lost 

Is this what you call God? 

Get off your cross 

Split a piece of wood and I am there 

Lift a stone and you will find me 

Are you still scared? 

Sanctuary 

Sanctuary 

Sanctuary 

There's no sanctuary 

Is this what you call God? 

Is this what you call God? 

Is this 

Is this 

Is this 

Is this what you call love? 

Get off, get off 

Watch me 

Get off, get off 

Watch me 

Get off, get off 

Now watch me fall 

I swallowed all of your lies 

And they felt good going down 

Death be not proud