Change Lyrics - Nf

Yeah, look 

I don't do drugs, I'm addicted to the pain though 

Yeah, I been on it for a while, dunno how to put it down 

Gotta have it, it's a habit I'ma break though 

I just wanna take a hit, keep sayin' I'ma quit 

Keep sayin' I'ma leave, but I stay though 

I just want a little fix, I don't wanna take a risk 

I don't like it when I drift from the safe zone 

But lately, I been thinkin' I'ma have to 

Lettin' go of things that I'm attached to 

World don't stop just because I'm in a bad mood 

You don't know what love is 'til you holdin' onto somethin' that you can't lose 

I swear I'm tryna get it together 

Sleeves up, puttin' work in, tryna be better 

I like to rap, but I ain't gon' do it forever 

Forget to charge up my focus, and I'm holdin' my head up 

Moment I get up, I just wanna know I'm doin' my best 

And if I'm not, Lord forgive me, you can handle regrets 

'Cause I can feel the water tryna go up over my head 

Most of my life, I always felt like I was holdin' my breath 

Holdin' my chest to be honest, so I'm tired of it 

Lookin' for somethin' in my life to be inspired again 

I like to walk around and act like I don't know what it is 

But I know what it is, I just never wanna commit 

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Runnin' from change 

I'm lookin' for change 

I'm searchin' for change 

I'm lookin' for change 

I just want, I just want change 

Yeah, I don't like new things 

Got a lot of mood swings 

Oh, you wanna tell me somethin' negative? 

I don't wanna hear what you think 

Yeah, tossin' in my sleep 

Every night feel like two weeks 

Thinkin' 'bout how I could have done this or done that better 

Can't help it, that's just me 

Lies, that's me avoidin' the change 

Yeah, that's probably why the issues ain't goin' away 

Yeah, that's probably why I always sit around and complain 

Tellin' myself that I ain't never gettin' out of this place 

Out of my face if you tellin' me I need to be different 

That's the issue though, I'm always insecurity-driven 

Takin' the wrong turns, actin' like I know where I'm headed 

Waitin' for somethin' bad to happen, I can snap any minute, I need change 

Yeah, that's kinda easy to say, right? 

But difficult to do when I feel like I hate life 

And everyone around me kinda thinks I'm a great guy 

But I don't ever think it so I think I'm a fake liar (Change) 

It somethin' that I know I should do 

I'm a little uncomfortable to tell you the truth 

But to be honest with you lately, I got nothin' to lose 

See, I've always been full of pain, but now I'm makin' some room 

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Lookin' for change 

I'm lookin' for change 

I'm searchin' for change 

I'm lookin' for change 

I just want, I just want— 

I need a moment of silence 

I don't like change, but I'll try it 

I don't wanna hear what I should or I shouldn't do 

Why are they always defiant? 

See, all my emotions are liars 

All my emotions are violent 

They don't want freedom to find me 

Mention a name and everybody riots (Change) 

Yeah, that's why I'm checkin' my vitals 

They keep on workin', but I know 

Breathin' don't mean you're alive so 

I bag up all of my trash and walk out on my tightrope 

Positive thoughts are my rivals (Change) 

I'm tryna be be on their side though 

Should I feel comfortable? I don't 

Last year, I felt suicidal 

This year, I might do somethin' different like talkin' to God more 

I'm lookin' for change 

I'm lookin' for... (Yeah) 

I'm searchin' for change 

I'm lookin' for... 

I just want, I just want change 

I'm lookin' for... (Yeah) 

I'm searchin' for change 

I'm lookin' for, yeah (Ayy, ayy) 

I just want, I just want change 

Yeah, I'm lookin' for 

I'm searchin' for change 

I'm lookin' for... (Yeah) 

I just want, I just want change 

I'm lookin' for... (Ayy) 

I'm searchin' for change 

I'm lookin' for, yeah 

I just want, I just want change