How Could I Lyrics - February Son - Oleander

Memories and silence fills each room 

Overwhelming heavy as the tidal waves consume 

Buried underneath the dust and gloom 

Relics are reminders of my family of two 

Pictures of a happy bride and groom 

Ferry rides around the harbor on our honeymoon 

Wedding gifts of pots and pans, sleeping while were holding hands 

As gracie lays upon us as we spoon 

How could I ever be so blind that I could not see? 

How could I ever stray from what is meant so much to me? 

How could I ever gain her trust without the guarantees 

Of who I am or where I'll be? 

So now we live in fear of the unknown 

Insecure and skepticle her trust in me was blown 

Despite the past we face we both have grown 

Through the pain to find the strength together or alone 

How could I ever be so blind that I could not see? 

How could I ever stray from what is meant so much to me? 

How could I ever gain her trust without the guarantees 

Of who I am or where I'll be, yeah? 

How could I ever be so blind that I could not see? 

How could I ever stray from what has meant so much to me? 

How could I ever gain her trust without the guarantees 

Of who I am or where I'll be?