I'm Not To Blame Lyrics - A Time To Mourn - Paramaecium

The night becomes the day 

The darkness is swept away 

My life became the death 

The pain was in my last spoken breath 

They always rely 

Too much on me 

They hide and think I can't see 

They offer up their lies 

I see it lurking behind their eyes 

I'm not to blame 

The door has been left wide 

They have been left to decide 

It seems the more I gave 

The less I got, the more that they crave 

They always rely 

Too much on me 

They hide and think I can't see 

They think it's all a game 

And when it's done they call out my name 

But I'm not to blame 

I held the will to live 

But I decided to give 

In ways they could decry 

But choose instead to watch as I die 

They always rely 

Too much on me 

But they don't realise 

They always rely 

So much on me 

That they don't realise 

It's not up to me