Carcinogens Lyrics - Singles - Parents Fighting

as i sit here stumbling over myself 

and laughing so hard the neighbors can hear 

i wonder why it feels so good to act like a kid again 

waiting for the weekend 

getting fucked up with people i hope to see again 

until i grow even older and colder and more tired of the things i try to escape 

every breath i take, every hard decision ill have to make 

will take a toll on me but im alive 

smoke stains inside my lungs 

and the taste on my tongue 

it is what i have done 

to stay young