Loneliness Lyrics - Pausini Laura

I don't even know if he still thinks of me 

Once he got on board that unforgiving train 

I imagine that he whiled away the time 

Through that cold grey morning and the city rain 

Thinking of somebody else who'll run to him 

Who'll ask him "did you miss me?", "maybe now and then" 

Laughing he'll say well, he "met this funny girl" 

But "just a summer think" he won't see her again 

Oh, God! I hope I'm wrong but I'm not feeling very strong 

I've been so up and down, so sad, so happy, feeling good and bad 

I'm young, I'm old, I laugh, I cry 

I tell the truth, but that's a lie 

I've been so in and out, so wild, so well behaved, so pure defiled 

Oh, solitudine! That word I hate to say 

And no, I was not crazy to do what we did 

I even wish I'd been a bit more crazy still 

And kept a little more of him to see my through 

He loved me all he could, I never had my fill 

And then I'm back inside my room, he knows so well 

I fell again the way he moved I take it slow 

I talk to him and he becomes part of me 

And then I know he'll never let the summer go 

Oh, God! I hope I'm right I won't give in without a fight 

And I can take the words they throw at me 

For none of them could know that we had something 

Very few will ever find their whole life through 

I wouldn't change a single day 

Although the price I have to pay is solitudine 

The loneliness is tearing me apart, it tears me up 

It pulls me down and then it wraps around my heart 

Does he remember all he said to me?