My Testimony Lyrics - Diary Of A Sinner: 1st Entry - Petey Pablo

with no hopes 

and my will to live 

barely a care in this world to me 

I found a way 

kidnapped and confined 

within a system designed 

to destroy the inncocent child that I use to be 

it stripped me mentally naked 

embarrassing my mommas first born 

did I deserve that kind of fate? 

Was all that was happening to me 

really written in the powerful and allmighty book of life? 

I don't think so 

My tears would soak the pages that I write upon 

if I couldn't close the windows to my soul 

and stand strong in the midst of these storms 

Maybe my story is 

in some way or another fimilar with yours 

is that why this ain't even a song 

but yet you still.. you want to here this once more 

I play this everytime I want to reflect from 

which I've come from 

to help me see were it is I'm trying to go 

and even though grandma and our sisters 

left me some time ago 

I still go by and sit on the front porch as if I don't even know 

but I'm getting better 

my mom 

my two sisters...ebony and tanya 

destiny 

man I got mikey and shocker now 

my homeboyz 

and those that love me regardless 

Diary of a sinner 

another entry 

I guess i'll finish this tomorrow