Ashamed Of Myself Lyrics - Singles - Pursuit Of Happiness

There isn't a way that you can kiss me 

That I haven't already imagined 

There isn't a way that you can touch me 

That you haven't just by looking in my eyes 

But it stops right there and it goes no further 

All I have is the loneliness of desire 

I want to ask you out but I'm just too shy 

So I sit alone and think of what I'd do 

I don't want to be bad but I can't help it 

I don't want to be bad but I can't think straight 

I don't want to be bad -- you're not making it easy 

I want you so much I'm ashamed of myself 

I want you so much I'm ashamed of myself 

I don't mean to blame you because I'm so neurotic 

Am I allowed to talk of something so real 

An emotional bulemic, I want to purge myself 

I'm afraid to feel the way that I feel 

The way you're standing right now I'm filled with evil 

I can't tell you what's really in my heart 

I want to tell you that I love you, but I don't even know you 

I can't tell you I lust you so I keep it to myself