Tormented Reality Lyrics - Singles - Render The Fall

I'm meant to suffer 

I live in agony 

With this addiction 

That's taken hold of me 

I can no longer 

Go on another day 

Cuz I never wanted 

To live my life this way 

And this, I know 

I must regain control 

But I cant, let go 

This drugs consumed my soul 

And this, I know 

I wont regain control 

If I cant, let go 

Of this addiction 

Staring out these empty eyes 

Darkness is all I see 

I'm trapped within my countless lies 

Living in misery, In misery 

My world has crumbled 

I've thrown it all away 

And now I'm nothing 

This place will be my grave 

I don't remember 

How I became this man 

But I'd give anything 

For just a second chance 

And this, I know 

I must regain control 

But I cant, let go 

This drugs consumed my soul 

And this, I know 

I wont regain control 

If I cant, let go 

Of this addiction 

Staring out these empty eyes 

Darkness is all I see 

I'm trapped within my countless lies 

Living in misery 

Day after day I wonder why 

Why did this happen to me 

I'm trapped within my countless lies 

Living in misery 

In misery