Dear Camela Lyrics - Singles - Rhyman

Dear camela, 

I cant believe how long its been since you left 

its crazy How often I dream of seein you again 

seeing you in front me - but then 

I wake up - suddenly its all gone except the picture in my head 

and That picture still is there damn I miss it when U read 

stories to me when I couldnt fall asleep in my bed 

cause the bed bugs would bite - but you said its alright 

....I didnt believe you - so you stayed there all night 

I guess it didnt have to be comfortable for you 

As long as you could comfort me - thats what youd do 

And I love you for that - camela ...you were heaven sent 

You were my hero - from my birth till eleven then 

That thing came....and started takin you away 

slowly but surely... came that day..... 

that day in spring ------ when you were released 

from all the pain you were goin thru - rest in peace 

.....camela...I love you forever 

Camela.....camela...I love you forever 

Camela.....camela...I love you forever 

Camela.....camela... 

and now 8 years on - Im writin this song 

just to show you I never forgot you -despite bein gone 

for the most of my youth - all my teenage years too 

I wish you saw me grow from the kid I was to this dude 

still a kid - still your god son - still your nephew 

unlike marriage I love you longer than death do 

us apart -and this is just a start - just a message 

count my blessings - from my heart 

Im restless when it comes to art 

Ive tried so many times to write you but I always failed 

everytime I sat down --- I didnt know what to tell 

you - I just wanted to hold you - smell you 

then you were prevailed from that sickness went thru hell 

I cant even imagine what you went thru - never will 

but all I can hope now is that youre doin well 

better - cause all you deserve is the best 

I love you forever - till my final breath 

Camela.....camela..I love you forever 

Camela.....camela..I love you forever 

Camela.....camela..I love you forever 

Camela.....Camela... 

And I remember ------- the last moment we shared 

I sat next to your bed - my hand on your forehead 

my other hand was holdin yours - we just stared at each other 

because you couldnt talk anymore 

so we were..... talkin with our eyes - talkin with our souls 

reminiscin bout the times - when ur life wasnt cold 

sittin next to you that moment was the hardest shit Ive ever done 

That feelin made me suffer - not a nother family member gone 

I couldnt accept it - didnt understand the reason 

all my family suffered greavin never seen my daddy screamin 

not in anger - in desperation 

cause he lost both sisters - but not his patience 

And I admire him for that - He tried to stay strong 

in front of us kids - cause thats what fathers want 

to be the role model - no bottle helped him at all 

We overcame the pain together - holdin on 

I remember this one time when I came home from school one day...and this was when you already had cancer....you asked me what Im up to....I said I dont know...not much...Im probably just gonna go out and play or something.... 

you asked me if you could take me for a walk...and I was like yeah whatever... I mean as a 10 year you dont really go for walks with your aunt do you... 

so we went out...we walked for a while.....then we sat on a bench... you took my hand.... and said.....Ryan... No matter what happens to me in the next week...month...or even years...I will always be with you. No matter if Im here when you grow up or not, I will always be watchin you..and protectin you..not only from the mosquitos in your room, but from all the things life throws at you. So when you feel sad...talk to me...write me a letter...I will hear you....Dont mourn my death...we will always be connected... 

I love you