Lonely Lyrics - Next To Nothing - Rittz

Been out on the road so long I 

Feel like I'm locked out my own life 

It could be worse it ain't like I'm dying 

Lonely is my company 

Can't wait to get home and relax 

But I'm out here grinding believe that 

It could be worse but the fact remains that 

Lonely is my company 

This touring shit ain't what you think it is 

Coming up in this music biz ain't glamorous 

We just left Atlanta drove from Boston to Los Angeles 

Somewhere in between I lost my mind like I began to just 

Party like I'm trying to die call an ambulance 

I almost overdosed again 

My time is mostly spent 

Alone inside my room at some shitty motor inn 

There's roaches in the shower 

But the show is in an hour 

When it's over we inside the van on the road again 

Last night I got so drunk that I was comatose I went 

And punched a bunch of holes up in the wall and broke my hand 

Puking blood from too much liquor tripping snorting coke with fans 

One of my closest friends called my phone and asked me how's it been 

Told him man I been... 

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On tour with Tech I had to catch a plane to Hollywood 

Mansion in the hills 

Shooting Switch Lanes I done made it 

Can't believe it's real 

Right in the middle of us filming got a text from my girl 

Pictures of her bloody face 

She slit her wrist and fell 

Pills in her system 

Doctors said she tried to kill herself 

Put her in a padded room 

Sent her to a mental health 

Facility they're telling me that they won't let her out 

1000 miles away there's only so much I can do to help 

Now my album's coming out in like a week or so 

My videos on MTV 

The love of my life is stuck in Georgia Regional 

They let her use the phone 

She called me and she's crying 

Saying "Get me out!" "I'm trying" 

At the meet and greet I'm lying 

Like I'm fine, I've been dying 

Photos 

I was out on tour with Snow and Jarren Benton 

It's so embarrassin when 

You're drunk and acting dumb 

A ton of strangers there to witness 

Late nights with DJ crisis getting drunk and talking business 

In the winter overheating 

Turning on the air condition 

Mostly I was lonely 

Talking no one there to listen 

Crying in the mirror staring at my own reflection 

Drugs and alcohol got me all emotional 

Overall I'm in no condition to battle my own addiction 

Before you know it though the tour is over so it's history 

Missing Thanksgiving day but hey you made it home for Christmas 

You see the one you love and try to pick up where you left it 

I love her and I missed her 

But she says I'm acting distant 

Told her listen I've been