Volume 4 Lyrics - Weight - Rollins Band

I spend time, searching my mind, walking blindly 

I'm a live but I don't know why my thoughts threat me 

Paranoia, fear and guilt, I hope I don't explode 

I'm a bomb that ya can't diffuse, 

a gun that ya can't unload.. 

I don't listen, I don't know, man: I don't care! 

You're talking 'bout all the hell you've seen... 

Man: I live there! 

Talk to me and it goes right through 

I never heard a word you said.. 

Save your breath 'coz it's no use: 

You're talking to the living dead! 

Ooh..bullet driven eyes...yeah, what can you tell me? 

Ooh..I'm living in a nightmare, yeah! 

I'm on the edge, shrinking back from the ledge 

Looking out my window, down upon my heritage 

Strip malls, thin walls, people paralyzed beneath the sun 

Why me, why now? 

I see the dirty millions and I try to survive somehow... 

Got no reasons, got no needs 

I hear gunshots, I hear screams 

What can you do to me, what can you say? 

I used to be alive but I threw it all away 

I used to have problems, I used to live a lie 

I've seen the sidewalk bleed 

And I watched the mother cry 

I used to have a mind, I used to wonder why 

But now I go from day to day and wait around to die... 

...like he did (4x)