Dying Inside Lyrics - Born Too Late - Saint Vitus

I have got to change my ways 

'Cause I'm losing my mind 

I have got to stop drinking 

Because I'm dying inside 

I feel twice as old as I am 

And it's getting worse 

I'm in the palm of habit's hand 

I can't escape the curse 

There is nothing that I can do 

I have no self-control 

I have let myself become dead 

I have ruined my soul 

Every time I wake up sick 

I say never again 

But then opportunity knocks 

And I'm wasted, my friend 

I can't control my addiction 

I've tried time and time again 

I'm losing all my friends and lovers 

Alcohol knows it's gonna win 

Now I have lost everything 

And I really don't care 

Everybody that I have known 

Has outcast me here 

Drinking has wasted my life 

And I'm dying inside 

I feel twice as old as I am 

I've lost what's left of my mind 

I can't control my addiction 

I've tried time and time again 

I'm losing all my friends and lovers 

Alcohol knows it's gonna win