Crystal-crossed Lyrics - Sebadoh

I arrived with the lie I've forgiven 

Didn't wanna live on the wrong side of love 

I couldn't leave, though you made me a victim 

Standing in the kitchen with the keys in my hand 

When you ride me with your eyes closed 

Are you fixed on a picture of a friend? 

I'm crystal-crossed, I still feel lost 

But I refuse to be your victim 

Are you in love with the boy or a drug? 

Are you high when he bends to hug you? 

When you're with him are you outta your head? 

Is he the ghost floatin' over our bed? 

When you ride me with your eyes closed 

Are you fixed on a picture of a friend? 

I'm crystal-crossed, I still feel lost 

But I refuse to be your victim...again 

I refuse to be your victim 

Thinking everything could be a lie 

And have to wonder if you're with him 

And when you ride, do you look him in the eye? 

And when you fuck him, do you look him in the eye? 

And when you ride, do you look him in the eye?