The Ascent Lyrics - Singles - Secrets

I hate this monster inside me 

My bodys breaking down 

Im alone and I cant breathe 

You wouldnt understand, no chance 

Cause I feel so fucking dead 

Take the last drink, the bottles gone 

Washed down my throat, Im full, but empty 

Guess Im not the man that I wanna be 

The bars my only friend, and its killing me 

Im not losing this fight, oh wait, I guess I just lost it last night 

Guess Im not the man that I wanna be 

The bars my only friend and its killing me 

Frail boy with a shallow mind 

Im not quite sure that Im the type of guy 

You should be hanging around 

I tend to let people down 

This is the last time getting high 

Promises sound just like last night 

I dont know anything anymore 

Help me regain control 

Ive been dependent for so long 

I need to leave 

Ive been dependent for so long 

I need to live (again) 

Take the last drink, the bottles gone 

Washed down my throat, Im full, but empty 

Guess Im not the man that I wanna be 

The bars my only friend, and its killing me 

Im not losing this fight, oh wait, I guess I just lost it last night 

Guess Im not the man that I wanna be 

The bars my only friend and its killing me 

Im drinking whisky like water 

Cause water does nothing for me 

Im full of pain I need it more 

Im as empty as the whisky bottle on my floor 

This is the end 

I dont need this anymore 

Taking control 

Is finding strength to let it go 

Im drinking whisky like water 

Cause water does nothing for me