Gift Lyrics - Karma And Effect - Seether

Hold me now I need to feel relief 

Like I never wanted anything 

I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to 

I'm so ashamed of defeat 

And I'm out of reason to believe in me 

I'm out of trying to get by 

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me 

I don't belong here and I'm not well 

I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living 

Right on the wrong side of it all 

I can't face myself when I wake up 

And look inside a mirror 

I'm so ashamed of that thing 

I suppose I'll let it go 

until I have something more to say for me 

I'm so afraid of defeat 

And I'm out of reason to believe in me 

I'm out of trying to defy 

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me 

I don't belong here and I'm not well 

I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living 

Right on the wrong side of it all 

Hold me now I need to feel complete 

Like I matter to the one I need 

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me 

I don't belong here and I'm not well 

I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living 

Right on the wrong side of it all 

Now I'm ashamed of this 

I am so ashamed of this 

Now I'm so ashamed of this 

I am so ashamed of me