Carry The Weight Lyrics - Pull The Thorns From Your Heart - Senses Fail

I used to want to die but now I believe 

Not in a distant god, there's a love I found in me 

I'd rather be awake and in pain than asleep 

Singing as if no one can hear takes more courage than you think 

I carried the weight in the only way I knew 

I carried the weight in the only way I knew 

I was scared enough to lie and say that I'm okay 

When inside I was dying, so confused, so alone, so afraid 

I hope you never know what it's like to hide a piece of yourself inside 

Or to be so fucking ashamed you'd rather kill yourself than be alive 

I want to be alive 

I carried the weight in the only way I knew 

I want to be alive 

I carried the weight in the only way I knew 

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I'm still scared but I've got courage to be 

More vulnerable and one day free 

Now my heart isn't covered in concrete 

I breathe, I breathe 

No longer scared of the vulnerability 

No longer scared of the person that I see 

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