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I can't believe it's been a year 

Since I kissed my fears 

On their salty lips 

And said to them I love you all 

I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders 

For 20 years and look at me now 

I've got something to say 

About the last 12 months I've lived 

I'm not the same kid I was when I was younger 

I just thought you should know 

I take a pill every day 

to help me deal with life 

And oh my God, I've lost control 

I stare at accidents in a sick attempt 

To feel at all 

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I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders 

For 20 years and look at me now 

I've got something to say 

About the family that I've lost 

I hope my mother and my father think 

That they raised a healthy boy 

Who needs the help of a shrink 

To even leave the house? 

And oh my God, I've lost control 

I stare at accidents in a sick attempt 

To feel at all 

I'm not the same kid I was when I was younger 

I just thought you 

I just thought you should know 

I'm not the same kid I was when I was younger 

I just thought you 

I just thought you should know 

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I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders 

For 20 years and look at me now 

And now 

And now 

I'm finding a way to forget everything that I know 

I can't believe it's been a year 

Since I kissed my fears 

On their salty lips 

And said to them I love you all 

Don't ask, just follow 

Repeat and swallow 

Don't ask, just swallow them down your throat 

Don't ask, just swallow 

Repeat and follow 

Don't ask, just swallow them down your throat 

My best friend is a man, with a lab coat and a grin 

I hold my shaking hand and he gives me medicine 

It almost makes me feel at home 

But they slowly steal my soul 

I tell him I still feel alone 

"Don't worry someday I promise you will feel whole" 

And oh my God, I've lost control 

Of the only thing in life 

I had a hold of 

And oh my God, I've lost control 

Of the only thing in life 

I had a hold of 

And oh my God, I've lost control 

Of the only thing in life 

I had a hold of