Hardly Lyrics - A Profound Hatred Of Man - Shai Hulud

I am a memory, 

I never existed 

And now I am nothing. 

Her name, a single word 

Melts me, takes me to the ground. 

Only alive, can't she see 

I'm destroyed by yesterdays. 

And do I gain? 

I could only Dream 

For chance to side with me, 

Inquire, ingest, implode. 

Let this not be the disassemblance of me. 

Another night with arms still empty. 

I'm destroyed. 

And do I gain? 

Or just fall.