Deranged Lyrics - Singles - Sidney Hilston

got these walls inside my mind 

and they haunt me all the time 

I'm not happy I'm devine 

when you're by my side 

got these games inside my heart 

they want me to fall apart 

dragging me into the dark 

back to the start 

got these monsters in my veins 

they whisper to me all day 

wanting me to stay the same 

knowing I can never change 

got these eyes but I can't see 

someone else has blinded me 

I just wish that I could just be 

I can be my own best friend 

I don't need anyone else 

I can cry my body to bed 

I'm happy by myself 

I can be my own best friend 

I don't need anyone else 

I can cry my body to bed 

I'm happy by myself 

go go away 

I I'm insane 

feel feel my pain 

my awful brain 

go go away 

I I'm insane 

feel feel my pain 

my awful brain 

go go away 

I I'm insane 

feel feel my pain 

my awful brain 

go go away 

I I'm insane 

feel feel my pain 

m awful- brain 

mr. blue bird's on my shoulders 

got this void within my lungs 

and each day it holds my tongue 

never letting me become 

something I wish to have won 

got these lies inside my mind 

telling me to be kind 

and I can never decide 

because I'm captive all my life 

got these trees in my chest 

and they're begging me to rest 

but it's a suicidal test 

it'd be violent bloodshed 

got these rhymes in my ear 

letting me know what to fear 

it's horrific they're always here 

and they're tragically near 

I can be my own best friend 

I don't need anyone else 

I can cry my body to bed 

I'm happy by myself 

I can be my own best friend 

I don't need anyone else 

I can cry my body to bed 

I'm happy by myself 

go go away 

I I'm insane 

feel feel my pain 

my awful brain 

go go away 

I I'm insane 

feel feel my pain 

my awful brain 

go go away 

I I'm insane 

feel feel my pain 

my awful brain 

go go away 

I I'm insane 

feel feel my pain 

my awful- brain 

brain 

la dee daa 

I'm insane 

la da dee 

oohhh it's in my veins 

ah ah laa 

call me deranged 

I can be my own best friend 

I don't need anyone else 

I can cry my body to bed 

I'm happy by myself 

I can be my own best friend 

I don't need anyone else 

I can cry my body to bed 

I'm happy by myself 

I can be my own best friend 

I don't need anyone else 

I can cry my body to bed 

I'm happy by myself 

I can be my own best friend 

I don't need anyone else 

I can cry my body to bed 

I'm happy by myself