Mononokay Lyrics - Joy, Departed - Sorority Noise

What does it mean to be happy 

And am I getting better 

I used to make excuses for myself 

but its not the weather 

I tried to rid myself 

Of my anxious tendency 

I have to accept my head for what it is to me 

I'm not super human 

Well I'm barely alive 

Well I would kill to leave my house 

And not be afraid of the outside 

So I started thinking 

It'd be so nice 

To not have trouble sleeping 

I haven't slept in nights. 

So I called to apologize 

For every night 

I told you I didn't want to live my life 

But I hung up 

Before you pick up 

Because I changed my mind 

no more (??) 

And I know about myself 

And if giving up doesn't make you stronger 

Then why the hell am I still here 

Call me depressed 

And tell me to get over it 

It's not in my head 

but It's in my blood 

So I called to apologize 

For every night 

I told you I didn't want to live my life 

But I hung up 

Before you pick up 

Because I changed my mind 

And I've gotten better 

At getting better 

And I've gotten better 

At getting better 

At being me 

And I've gotten better 

At getting better 

And I've gotten better 

At being me 

And I've gotten better 

At getting better 

And I've gotten better 

At being me 

At being me 

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