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Make me, make me sweat till I'm wet, till I'm dry 

But then wipe this tear from my eye 

Haven't felt this warm in a long time 

Even out in the bright sunshine in a lifetime of springtime 

I fall into your arms 

With my heart pumpin' on 

Like a bubblin' dub track 

Like a garlicky hot tongue and lip smack 

I did some contemplation 

Before we got down to this consecration 

Maybe baby, somethin' in your kiss said 

It was an impetuous for me to re-think this 

If I love you 

Then I better get tested 

Make sure we're protected 

I walk through the park 

Dressed like a question mark 

Hark! 

I hear my memory back 

In the back of my brain 

Makin' me insane like cocaine 

But how am I gonna live my life if I'm positive? 

Is it gonna be a negative? 

How am I gonna live my life if I'm positive? 

Is it gonna be a negative? 

But how am I gonna live my life If I'm positive? 

It dawned on me, it seemed to me 

This is unusual scenery 

This red light greenery, make me feel kinda dreamery 

Thinkin' how I used to be 

Arrive at the clinic, walk through the front door 

Take a nervous number 

Then I think some more about all the time 

That I neglected, makin' sure that I was protected 

They took my blood 

With an anonymous number 

Two weeks waitin', wonderin' 

I should-a done this a long time ago 

A-lot of excuses why I couldn't go 

I know, these things and these things, I must know 

'Cause it's better to know than to not know! 

But how am I gonna live my life if I'm positive? 

Is it gonna be a negative? 

How am I gonna live my life if I'm positive? 

Is it gonna be a negative? 

But how am I gonna live my life If I'm positive? 

I go home to kick it in my apartment 

I try to give myself a risk assessment 

The wait is what can really annoy ya 

Everyday's more paranoia 

I'm readin' about how it's transmitted 

Some behavior I must admit it 

Who I slept with, who they slept with 

Who they, who they, who they slept with? 

I think about life and immortality 

What's the first thing I do if I'm H.I.V. 

Have a cry and tell my mother 

Get on the phone and call my past lovers 

I never thought about infectin' another 

All the times that I said, "Hmm, don't bother" 

Was it really all that magic? 

The times, I didn't use a prophylactic 

Would my whole life have to change? 

Or would my whole life remain the same? 

Sometimes it makes me wanna shout! 

All these things too hard to think about 

A day to laugh, a day to cry 

A day to live and a day to die 

Till I find out, I may wonder 

But I'm not gonna live my life six feet under 

But how am I gonna live my life if I'm positive? 

Is it gonna be a negative? 

How am I gonna live my life if I'm positive? 

Is it gonna be a negative? 

But how am I gonna live my life If I'm positive?