Speech Therapy Lyrics - Speech Therapy - Speech Debelle

I made some mistakes in my life that I m not proud of see 

And I hope that doesn t mean now I m trying it will be harder for me 

I been hurt and its not an excuse but it s a reason 

It s like some things happen in life for a lifetime or a season 

And I m just now learning how this world really works 

There s a law that says you get back what you put forth 

All this running around doing nothing aint good for me man 

Its stupidity so this mirrors up and it s looking at me 

I m sorry mum for all the times that I made you cry 

And its been said before in songs but you are my life 

So if you really wanna move away and not work so hard 

How can I tell you know this is my blessings mum 

And you don t have to worry about me I m doing music now 

It s the truth it s from my heart I hope it makes you proud 

I haven t made you proud in such a long long time 

That s why I m gonna stand by gran as long as I m alive 

Nobody s gonna hurt her even though there trying 

And nobody s gonna hurt you ever as long as this sun shines 

And hell would have to freeze over before I take that back 

This is my speech therapy, this isn t rap 

I m not there yet I m still trying to fix my faults 

Trying to pick sense from nonsense that s what I was taught 

So many roads I ve walked I ve learnt so much so many thoughts 

Bout who I really wanna be I guess it s now I m sure 

I just wanna be love it takes a lot to say that 

Cause I don t wanna be judged please don t judge me wrong 

Even though I judge my father through a whole song 

He s just a man I need to be mature and understand 

Frenchie stay on this earth longer please 

I can t believe your dying I can keep from crying 

You mean a lot to me I owe you this whole album 

I owe so many this album I owe the world man 

I use to think the world owed me that s why I gained nothing 

Use to feel sorry for myself man I tell you something 

The day I changed my life is the day I learned pain is love 

What I went through is my strength and that s what keeps me up 

So I ll keep this fire burning lighting up my life 

And to everyone who believes in me I ll do you right 

Starting here today with these words on this paper back 

I understand this is my speech therapy this aint rap