Change Lyrics - Break The Cycle - Staind

If ever, you had said to me before 

That I would live this life 

That I am livin' now I guess, it's all so strange 

To feel the way I do inside 

And have so much that I could feel 

Some pride for in my life 

So why is it that I feel like this? 

How do I feel? I've been here before 

I've felt this 

Retreat to a place, a place within me 

I need this 

Keep it all down, bottled inside 

It breaks me 

To torment again and torture me like 

It used to 

I try and try to break away 

From all the hate, I'm feelin' 

For everyone of you that's ever 

Done me wrong 

I need to justify the reasons 

For the way I'm livin' 

I guess, I can't cause I don't feel like I deserve 

How do I feel? I've been here before 

I've felt this 

Retreat to a place, a place within me 

I need this 

Keep it all down, bottled inside 

It breaks me 

To torment again and torture me like 

It used to 

So now the waves they have subsided 

And my soul is bleeding, I can't take away 

All the shame I feel, forgive me 

How do I feel? I've been here before 

I've felt this 

Retreat to a place, a place within me 

I need this 

Keep it all down, bottled inside 

It breaks me 

To torment again and torture me like 

It used to