Mood Swings & Mrs. Lyrics - Black Sheep Don't Grin - Starlito

I got this vision in my head 

Of this new and improved me 

You don't approve of it? 

Then so be it 

You would assume the least 

Influences from the streets 

I grew up amongst Gs as well as thieves 

And jealousy, so inevitably, it's hella beef 

Growing up almost got the best of me 

I never sleep except for when I can barely breathe 

From inhaling trees, that lean got discontinued 

Please let me continue 

Growing up, you don't know what I seen from out my window 

I wanna apologize for the dog I once was 

Maybe I still am 

Either way, my apology is sincere 

I'm wishing you was here 

Or maybe I was there 

Wish I had tried to care 

We used to fuck, you fell in love 

Then I was out of there 

Charge it to my head and not my heart, shorty 

I was not aware 

Of how you'd make me feel in future tense 

I know what Future meant when he said 

He wanna show you off to the world 

Just so they can get jealous 

I ain't wanna lose her 

Who knew I was so competitive? 

Relationships are repetitive 

Now I'm taking all of these sedatives 

Got me looking up to the sky like 

"Why you keep taking all of my relatives 

And best friends?" 

They tell me, "Charge it to the game" 

But the ones that are still here know 

It'll never be the same 

Fuck some cocaine 

Fuck the dope game 

I got focus and my whole life changed 

Workin' with what's left 

I don't know what's right, mane 

For a ho or for a O-Dog 

You could go out like Kane 

Or your co-defendant lieutenant 

Giving your first and your middle name 

How real is what you call "real" really? 

When it all falls down, don't you all feel silly? 

How real is what you call "real" really? 

When it all falls down, when it all falls down 

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