I Lyrics - Gift - Taproot

I'm seein' tunnel vision in a world that's dark and cold 

I can't believe how much I've changed since the days of old 

I know it's temporary but I need to focus straight 

I can't believe I lost control of my fate 

I need forgiveness from the people I truly care about 

I need support behind my back to help me spit it out 

I'm gonna win, I can't afford to blow this one 

I hate myself sometimes I love myself 

I need this way of life because it holds me 

I hate myself sometimes I love myself 

And contradiction's the way of life 

Happiness is wealthiness is healthy 

Now that I've made it through those lies and deceit 

I think what's done is done and I can't complain anymore 

I'm sure that I've found myself again it feels great 

I can't believe I'd lost control of my fate 

I need forgiveness from the people I truly care about 

I need support behind my back to help me spit it out 

I'm gonna win, I can't afford to blow this one 

I hate myself sometimes I love myself 

I need this way of life because it holds me 

I hate myself sometimes I love myself 

And contradiction's the way of life 

Happiness is wealthiness is healthiness 

I hate myself sometimes I love myself 

And contradiction's the way of life 

Happiness is wealthiness is healthiness 

I hate myself sometimes I love myself 

And contradiction's the way of life 

Happiness is wealthiness is healthiness 

I hate myself sometimes I love myself 

And contradiction's the way of life 

Happiness is wealthiness is healthiness