Ptsd (warrior Built) Lyrics - Tech N9ne

Uh-huh, Yup, O-K. Whatever 

Don't try to talk to me like you know what this is 

Yeah, I know I might have symptoms that are familiar to you, but... I got this 

Thanks anyway... 

Don't let this eat me alive 

I only can see this world from the inside 

And I'm holding it inside 

Feel like I can cock it back and let it go 

And nothing's making sense 

And I have no patience for anything 

So I'm going on everything 

Somebody get me out of here 

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You don't see what I see 

So how the hell you gonna stop these voices 

In my head, that got me awfully rocky, do you copy? 

Traumatized much, from homicide, what? 

Don't wanna flip, but mama I must be the one I trust 

I ain't got no friend, I ain't got no grin 

But I'm macho when I lock, load, and I block foes in 

When I stop souls in a rock, hold, I'm a drop those sins 

In a box so slim 

Inside of my nog' grows grim 

My hurt, it goes deep 

I serve and go weep 

A verticle leap when you're alert in your sleep 

Was a word of a treatment, somebody murdered more peace 

Inside of my third it's so bleak 

Done so much dirt I go leap to chief 

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Don't let this eat me alive 

I only can see this world from the inside 

And I'm holding it inside 

Feel like I can cock it back and let it go 

And nothing's making sense 

And I have no patience for anything 

So I'm going on everything 

Somebody get me out of here 

I'm thinkin' about my lady, is she doin' shady? 

Like havin' dudes around my baby, situations got me crazy 

Brainiac in subjects, but a maniac in public 

Where they train me at is insane [?] 

We in thugish mode, feelin' my love is cold 

In about a minute I'm a flip my top, gonna watch my mug explode 

What I need right now from a lady is a kiss and a hug it shows 

Got a grudge, it holds 

God bless my rugged soul 

But I got, I'm stable, I'm for real, I'm willin' and able 

Got you feelin' I'm ill and I'm crazed 

Go get the manic depressant pill on the table 

What'll keep me cool is a good birthday for my baby girl 

'Till that time I'm dealin' with my mind and trippin' up with the crime in this crazy world 

Don't let this eat me alive 

I only can see this world from the inside 

And I'm holding it inside 

Feel like I can cock it back and let it go 

And nothing's making sense 

And I have no patience for anything 

So I'm going on everything 

Somebody get me out of here 

Look in my eyes 

You can probably see the crazy feats of danger that I've survived 

Don't wanna relive 'em 

If you make me, then I get livid 

I might just go commit a crime 

I can feel 'em starin' at me all crazy 

Like they don't understand what I be s-sayin' 

But you ain't seen death 

Man I been awake for seven days and I just cannot stop shakin' 

So now I'm bout to take another shot and try to battle all my demons, can't let em win 

I'm a take a semi automic into my dream and pop shots until they all drop to the end 

And that was goin fine 

Until I had a small flashback and they all started risin' from the dead 

And now they start to double and double, and this shit's overwhelming but I gotta find a exit quick 

My psychiatrist told me I ain't got no hope 

I ain't got no pills that I can pop to cope 

Just need to buckle down, and try to battle it out 

And try to dodge the shit that they about to throw 

I know I put in the hours 

But it still feels like I got a loose grip on my skill set 

But fuck it 

I know I gotta get a grip on my head if I'm really bout to do this 

All or nothin' man I gotta give it all I got 

One shot gotta make this shit count I'm on the clock 

Watch, my shit tockin' 

Sweat drippin' from the top of my head fallin' to my eyes, so God 

Please help me do my best 

Then pop, there's a hole in my bullet-proof vest 

Shot to the chest man, I'm runnin' out of breath 

But I can't leave this world till I lay this shit to rest, ahh! 

Don't let this eat me alive 

I only can see this world from the inside 

And I'm holding it inside 

Feel like I can cock it back and let it go 

And nothing's making sense 

And I have no patience for anything 

So I'm going on everything 

Somebody get me out of here