This Is Not Lyrics - The Benjamin Gate

I tried to make myself, fit inside your world 

My time's been spent on being the right girl 

How far away I am from where I need to be 

I'm so tired of this useless fantasy 

Oh oh, oh oh 

This is not what I need to be 

Oh oh, oh oh 

This is not what you mean to me 

I'm not losing hope, I'm not laying blame 

I know we both want love, we both feel the same 

I'm moving forward to where I need to be 

My life is spinning in this mystery 

Oh oh, oh oh 

This is not what I need to be 

Oh oh, oh oh 

This is not what you mean to me 

I tried to be so perfect 

Oh oh, oh oh 

This is not what I need to be 

Oh oh, oh oh 

This is not what you mean to me 

Oh oh, oh oh 

This is not what I need to be 

Oh oh, oh oh 

This is not what you mean to me