Twisted System Lyrics - This Providence

"sorry i'm just tired," you said 

i made a scene and you replied 

"sorry that i'm tired, but can i just see you smile?" 

what was going through my head? 

as we laid on the phone in our beds? 

you always felt like you were wrong 

sorry you're tired 

because i've been keeping you up half the night 

and bathing in your tears 

i've been oh so scared to lose you and holding on too tight 

while i've been spoon-fed my fears 

if only i could love the way you do 

you forgive me in a heartbeat of this heart that beats for you 

well tomorrow's a new day and i can't wait to prove myself to you 

i'll prove myself to you