Looking Back Lyrics - Clouded - This Wild Life

I try to find a way out of this hole 

But I'm dug in deep and its walls are steep 

Been down so long it seems like all I've known 

I try to find a way to make you see 

The good in me, make you believe 

I wasn't ready then but I can show you how 

I'm ready now 

It seems like it gets harder every year 

I took two steps forward but three steps back 

Had to take a deep breath before my bags were packed 

It's gotta get easier from here 

I had to learn to live without looking back 

Look inside myself to find the things I lacked 

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I'm better off without all of your doubt 

You don't know me or who I'll be 

And without your help I've grown so much this year 

You're scared to take a chance on something real 

It's been so long since you could feel 

I wasn't ready then but I can show you how 

I'm ready now 

It seems like it gets harder every year 

I took two steps forward but three steps back 

Had to take a deep breath before my bags were packed 

It's gotta get easier from here 

I had to learn to live without looking back 

Look inside myself to find the things I lacked 

One thing I've learned is that 

Good things will not fall in my lap 

One thing I've learned is that 

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I had to work harder and longer 

Be smarter and stronger 

Than the person right beside me 

Have the confidence and common sense 

To know there's still something inside me 

And oh, I gave my very best, with the purest intent 

And I'll be proud when I look back 

It seems like it gets harder every year 

I took two steps forward but three steps back 

Had to take a deep breath before my bags were packed 

It's gotta get easier from here 

I had to learn to live without looking back 

Look inside myself to find the things I lacked